Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Peter

The Rock. On whom the church has been built. One of the "Big Three" (sorry 'Bron, Wade and Bosh). Peter was such an instrumental person in the history of the Church. I can't say for sure, but my guess is that my buddy Peter was named after him (at least he is one of the namesakes).

Peter was one of my best friends growing up here in Arizona. He was one of the three friends I chose to join me as "ninja turtles" for a birthday party, and he was also a basketball teammate on a few teams growing up. He came out to visit my family in the first year or two that we lived out there. But after that, to my knowledge, I hadn't spoken to him in over a decade.

Flash forward: the wife of the leader of my internship here in Arizona is in nursing school and made the connection with her instructor that I used to be best friends with her son. Yep- you guessed it: Peter's mom! So we made the connection and scheduled to hang out a week ago. We spent the evening eating pizza and watching a football game and while we chatted about life, I recognized that he kept making reference to a desire to check out church sometime with me.

Over these past few months, I've been learning a lot about listening for God in prayer and doing things in faith. I felt the Lord put it on my heart to share about a new obedience-based way to study the Bible that I've been learning in my internship, unsure if he would be interested. We started studying in Luke 16 together, and by the end of the passage we got to the part about writing an "I will..." statement to commit to obeying the passage. I challenged him to pray and ask the Lord to speak to him, and while we were both bowed in prayer, I was praying like crazy, "God, PLEASE speak!" And speak he did.

Peter wrote and shared one of the most beautiful I will statements I have heard! It was super heart-felt and, when asked where that came from, he said, "I don't know where it came from, but it felt really good." We then closed in prayer and by the end of our prayer time, he was in tears. I left him with more passages to study and, because he's truly in the Father's hands, he is equipped to learn straight from the Word and the Spirit on his own!

God is amazing. He really does speak! Hallelujah!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Know Nothing

God has been really speaking to me recently. Really, really speaking to me. It's amazing. I love it. I am so thankful for it. God has used my fiancée Hannah and the internship in which I'm learning more about listening for His voice and following His leading in my thoughts. Recently, I feel like He spoke some really great things that I'd like to share, and maybe God will speak to you through this:

1) 1 Corinthians 2:1-2
And I, when I came to you, brothers, did not come proclaiming to you the testimony of God with lofty speech or wisdom. 2 For I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.

I love to speak in front of people. I believe that God has given me some gifting in teaching and it's a passion of mine. While I was asking God, "what do you want to say to me? What do you want to tell me or do you want me to do?" I felt Him put this on my heart: "Stop preaching principles. Just preach Jesus."

Sometimes I can get caught up in talking about principles. Talking about what we should or shouldn't do, how we should live, etc. While this isn't necessarily a bad thing, it can be very easy to fall into letting my own beliefs slip in. These beliefs can often come from my culture, not the Bible. This is probably why God put it on my heart- when I just point to Jesus when I speak, the listeners are able to discover for themselves how He wants them to live. Truly, I believe that if we fall deeply in love with Jesus, the life He wants us to live will naturally flow out of us!

So what do I mean when I say, "preach Jesus"? I'm still trying to figure exactly what it means, but I think it is pointing people to Jesus whenever I can. Not trying to give the 'five steps to a better life' or anything of that sort, but just encouraging people to fall in love with the greatest Treasure the world will ever know: Jesus. The rest of life will sort itself out.

I spent part of my morning meditating on Colossians 1:15-20. If you read nothing else in this blog post (or blog, for that matter), soak up these words:

He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of all creation. For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities--all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together. And he is the head of the body, the church. He is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in everything he might be preeminent. For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross.

Wow. I love this passage. It's such a beautiful picture of Jesus! The image of the invisible God- we can't see God plainly, but He reveals Himself to us through Jesus' life. Amazing. All things were created "by Him", "through Him and for Him". Seriously- there is no part of your life that is not meant to be given wholly to Christ in surrender, for it was all made by and through Him. I sometimes forget that He is my "head" as I am a part of the church, but that doesn't mean He is any less the head. "that in everything He might be preeminent"- in every part of my life- before Hannah, before ministry, before family, before my own very life, He is to be preeminent. The line that got me the most that morning was, "For in Him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell"- the immeasurable, incomprehensible God was pleased to dwell in Him! It was not under compulsion or forced to... it was pleased to do it. Isaiah 42 speaks to this, as well: (speaking of Jesus) "He is my Servant, whom I uphold, My Chosen, in whom I delight." May my life be one in which You delight, Father...

I'm excited to meditate on this passage more and more as I learn to Treasure Jesus and how He wants me to preach Him, period. It's the greatest thing ever.

2) I have found pride to be one of my greatest struggles in life, and God spoke to that. He revealed to me that a lot of my pride comes from comparing myself to other people. You may have heard me make statements like, "the church does a bad job of this", referring to the Western church, or "why do Americans behave like this?" Confession: typically, I am subconsciously elevating myself when I make those statements, thinking "well, at least I'm not doing too poorly at that".

God showed me that I need to worry about myself and how I am living for Jesus, and let Him worry about the rest. This doesn't mean I should just ignore the rest of the world. I pray that I will continue to grow being burdened for the state of the church worldwide and for my friends and family who are still learning who Jesus really is. But whenever I feel myself comparing me to them, I need to just stop. The conviction is definitely there, and I have already seen a change in my heart-set since He spoke that to me. Hallelujah! May He continue to teach me the humility of Christ: (Philippians 2:5-11)

Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Quick illustration God also put on my heart (it's only been a few days since I've been hearing more clearly- can you IMAGINE what the next 50+ years are going to be like, God willing I live that long?!):

Mom and Dad gave me the name of Robert Luke Sjogren, naming me after my Dad, Grandaddy and other relatives (Robert) as well as the good Doctor in the Bible and one of my Dad's mentors (Luke). But at the name of Robert Luke Sjogren, will every knee bow and every tongue confess that he is Lord? At the name of Robert Luke Sjogren, will the dead be raised, the sick healed, sins forgiven? At the name of Robert Luke Sjogren, will sinners enter the kingdom of God? Last I checked- nope. Then why strive to make a name for Robert Luke Sjogren? For the fame of that name?

The Name of Jesus does all that and more. That's what I'm living for.